Told ya we would be back! :)
I suppose there is not really a quick way to explain my hiatus – but I am going to try to make it snappy…
Basically I needed a break ~ so I took it. Simple I guess ?? I had a lot going on at school this past week. A lot of things that required my evening hours ~ such as Grandparents Day, where the students brought their grandmas and grandpas and mamas and papas and nannies to school on Thursday evening for a tour of our classroom and the school building.
Not only have I taken a break from blogging, but also from working out & even from my usual eating habits.
My last workout was Tuesday evening. That means four workout-free days. I just sat here and counted the days on my fingers – Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday. Gosh, it seemed like so many more than four days – It felt like at least ten. But I think I had multiple days off before my Tuesday workout as well.
On my four days off of working out – and for the past week or so, I have really tried to focus on spending time with Ben, my family, and Lil. I focused on school and staying on top of grading papers and entering grades into my online grade book – like really on top of it. Each time I thought of sitting down to write a post, I asked myself Is there not something more important I should be doing now ??
Do not get me wrong ~ I love blogs!! and I know they are important.
I think that because I had less time than I was used to having, rather than use my bit of time to write a post, I decided to do things like take Lilly for a walk with Ben or grade a few piles of papers. These things are important and they made me feel good about myself, in a different way than working out makes me feel good.
Incase you have not noticed yet (because I think even I just now noticed), I only blog when I have great days or great workouts to tell you guys about or when I am in super awesome moods. I don’t really do this on purpose, like because I want you to think I only have good days and awesome workouts all the time…
I guess for me a good mood = a blog mood. But I know everyone has off days / bad days / different days – what have you… And they deserve to be and need to be blogged about as well ~ Because no one is perfect.
Lately I have reverted back to my old ways – and by lately, I mean Friday.
For example, if I would have blogged what I ate on Friday, it would have looked something like this:
First of all, I hit my classroom candy jar a million times throughout the day.
I cannot even tell you numbers at this point – tons of Skittles & Starbursts
I am not even kidding!
Mom and Dad came up on Friday and watched me teach my last class of the day. Then we did a bit of shopping and planned on having a late dinner at Rick’s Boatyard Cafe ~ so when I got home, while chatting and visiting with Mom, Dad, and Ben, I decided to have a chocolate chip cookie that Mom baked…
After having one, it was like I just couldn’t stop! They tasted awesome! It has been awhile since I ate chocolate cookies for several minutes non-stop. I think I ended up eating seven total – all before dinner. Ehh…
At dinner, I ordered a grilled veggie pizza – can you believe that I could not hardly eat any of it ?? Wow, I wonder why ??!
I ate one piece – which was very tiny. Plus I tasted some of Mom’s pasta dish.
I was stuffed & uncomfortable :(
But that did not stop me from sharing a late-night dessert with dad at home after dinner…
^ Girl Scout Cookie ice cream –> Holy Sweet Yum
So yah – Friday evening eats were yummy but horrible, so good & so bad.
I am glad that is over and out of my system. I decided not to dwell on it and get myself all worked up and in a bad mood. I decided to look forward to my next awesome workout and get pumped up about my next healthy meal.
I never used to be able to move on without feeling so angry with guilt.
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I am excited to be back on track (*) and excited about how productive my Sunday Funday has been.
Yesterday we got up super early for the Komen Race for the Cure ~ so today we slept in until 8:15 or so, then got right to work! We had lots of errands to run before anything else. Check out the trunk after our three hours of errands:
Look at the cute green bag from Target, in honor of Earth Day – April 22:
In that entire trunk-full, I have two favorite items.
Fav Item #1: Doggie life-vest we bought for Lilly ~ because she can’t wait to go boating with my fam this summer!!
Fav Item #2: Clif Kids Bars – new flavor (!!!!!!)
Schmoes – I could not wait to taste these babies!
I had one for an afternoon snack and this could be my new favorite flavor :)
Amidst all of the productivity / cleaning / yard work / Lilly – I did manage to go for a quick run. I was pretty happy with the stats, considering I have been out of workout mode for a few days. I ran around the neighborhood today…
3.08 miles in 27 minutes…
I loved running today and questioned myself for taking days off from something that makes me feel so awesome, but whatev.
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Dinner tonight was amazing, friends!
Ben and I grilled veggies – which I have never done before. They were awesome, even better than my recent love for roasted veggies. I do not even have words to express this one. An amazing side to our grilled chicken.
New. Fav. Din.
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I am not sure how to sum up this post.
(*) I am ready to get back to regularly-scheduled workouts, but I cannot necessarily say I have been off track – with the exception of Friday. I suppose I sort-of took a new approach to life this past week, with fewer workouts & more calories – but also more time dedicated to Ben, Lil, fam, and school…
I enjoyed that time spent with my favs ~ but feel like I have probably gained 100 some lbs. I am not allowing myself to step on the scale until Wednesday ~ giving Friday’s eats and treats time to taper off & and time to get a few workouts in. If I step on now, I know I will be disappointed in myself even more than I already am. I might even ask Ben to hide it from me ??
Glad to be back ~ Thanks for the messages while I was gone :)
Enjoy Sunday evening!!
Qs for U:
1) How do you handle those days that are different from your norm, especially when you have a lot of them in a row? Does it throw you off ?? Does change in routine change your mood ??
2) How often do you weigh yourself ??